But the designer I'm working with from Cabinets.com and I have come up with a more custom plan that allows for a window bench! I would be able to sit there by my cookbooks, stove, and play with the dogs. The Shih Tzu cage would be in the island like in the photo in the last post along with a dog door built in the wall for the Afghans so she gets it and her company does custom cabinets so although I may have to pay a little more to decrease size of cabinets...there are choices as well for pull out spice cabinets, big drawers, appliance garage, and things like that to keep things in order. Everything will be in it's place if I have to show it and kitchens sell :) It's all in God's hands so only time will tell.
|Love knows no breed or color|
down in order to bring us back up and spin us into another direction; making us stronger to handle more difficult situations. Hopefully to fulfill our unforeseen purposes. Then when 2 deaths occurred close to home on the same day I am reminded of how insignificant my silly dilemma's and burdens are. They can be resolved but death brings about a finality in this life. Not that I don't believe in the after life because I do. It was like an epiphany when I was in Physics learning about Einstein's Conservation of Energy laws on how energy can neither be created nor destroyed...just transformed. Like the liquid state of water into vapor/gas or solid ice. So are our souls or energy. It's why I never could make contact or latch onto my feet to crawl back up into my body during that incident I had undergoing a C-section over 3 decades ago.
Well I have known Todd since I was 14 and he was my friend. He and my daughter are the only 2 people whom I've taught how to play guitar and he is a sweet compassionate soul. I wish I could let his wife know how in God's eyes...she is his first and only wife and soul mate and he is waiting for her. And to be more completely over the edge....we connected for a moment. I got a brief vision of him and how exuberantly ecstatic he is. Such a fleeting brush. Maybe we all experience this but from IANDS.org...it seems to be more common with us.
|burned, cut, scraped :/ Hellooo hand?|
For now I am also still catching up on last years travel, family, home, and reno photos set to my music CD's so when I am listening to music...I can glance over and see my photos and videos. Seems I haven't been in my art programs much lately though. I am just reminded that I am blessed to have my pals, Jim, grandchildren, and children here. If I didn't have anything to do and everything was straightened out...I'd probably go over the edge anyway just for something to do. I just pray for comfort and strength for my cousin and long ago friend's wife and their children during their time of separation from their loved ones.
They will be reunited one day when they are called home too. We all will be called. It's what we do or try to do while we are waiting.
God keep us all till then.